Break Time

      So, when I started this blog, I had a vision of plowing through my life real quick-like and bringing up all of those “WTH is wrong with me” moments, no commentary or reflection, just my life the way I remember it. Well, the more I write, the more I remember, and the less I want to wait to do a bit on who I am now. So this is my break, and this is a bit more on me. 

                                                                              
       I have said I am a moho. We will leave that at that. I do consider my life rather boring. I do not really think you can decide to be straight, just in case you were wondering about my sub title. I do not have some secret power that helps you decide that. I think if you have to decide to be straight, then you are probably not. I have only ever had physical relations with my wife. I do my duty in the church. We have several children.
       I have been reading blogs for about 18 months. I absolutely love knowing I am not fully alone, although my geographic location does leave me feeling like that more often than not. I have always been more or less a “popular” loner. I like being in the know, but I don’t allow myself to get really close to people. Being around people in general makes me uncomfortable. I am on my own, in so many ways. And, really it’s not all bad.
       I “came out” to one moho , as I was beginning to write this blog. He has no idea how much I love chatting with him; he might think that he does, but he doesn’t. I do not spend chunks of time talking with family members, and I don’t have friends that I talk to. But I could chat forever with this guy. As a fellow blogger has said, “It’s good to be free”. I am free with just one person, but it is so good. Clark has e-mailed with a few other bloggers and really enjoys that too, and since the real me is still not out fully out to anyone else, Clark hopes to build more contacts. Give me a shout, if you want to connect. Thanks.